Tuesday, February 5, 2008

not much

I haven't been thinking deep much lately. It's kind of by choice, but I'd rather say it's by way of no sleep. I figure if I don't think too deep I won't start a tailspin like I was in last week. Lots of crying and complaining to those close to me. Makes me feel weak, I don't like it - or do I? In my weakness I don't often feel His strength. Too many years of being strong enough myself. It's the culture I grew up in, to be strong - not weak. Anymore, though, I feel over it. I wish I could act like it.

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